Wow so today was quite the day.
Last night we (mom, dad, and I) went bowling to "celebrate" me going to college. We went to bowlero and there was like an hour wait so we played pool and drank milkshakes and it was really fun. and then when we actually got our bowling lanes we ended up playing like four games and i bowled a 139!! And then we went home and watched Hero's until like 2am (knowing full and well that we had to wake up at 8am) and it was great.
Last night we (mom, dad, and I) went bowling to "celebrate" me going to college. We went to bowlero and there was like an hour wait so we played pool and drank milkshakes and it was really fun. and then when we actually got our bowling lanes we ended up playing like four games and i bowled a 139!! And then we went home and watched Hero's until like 2am (knowing full and well that we had to wake up at 8am) and it was great.
And then bed time came and Mom and Dad and Bucee and Cali tucked me in and i cried. And it was hard. Because I was laying there with my mommy and daddy and puppies and I realized that I didn't know when the next time that would happen would be. And I realized that I didn't want to grow up. It was like all of a sudden come tomorrow I had to be an adult and be wise and just *grow up* and that scares me so bad. But mommy talked to me and told me everything was going to be okay. She prayed over me and I ended up falling asleep really well.
And then it was morning, and that sucks no matter what day it is when you only have like 4 hours of sleep.
So we packed everything up and sped all the way to cstat in order to make it there on time (we did with like 5 minuets to spare) and started getting all moved in.
When I walked in it was like I was in a dang model house. Like my roommate's stuff was all organized and clean and it was so pretty and I swear I just freaked out. Like idk if it was the nerves just hitting me or what but I was so scared and I basically had a panic attack. Therefore it took like 4 hours to just rearrange my room and get the /furniture/ in the right place. Not even all the stuff. Just the furniture. And it was all just so overwhelming. I guess I was comparing all my (what looked like a bunch of random) crap to my roommates beautiful put together side of the room and it freaked me out. And also that I had no clue what I was doing. The only word that describes it is overwhelmed.
But then Mom, Dad, Comcom, Suzanne, and Madeleine all went to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner and ate and that was really fun. I'm so excited to be in college with them. I think we're going to have a lot of fun.
Then when we got to the room mom helped me finish unpacking stuff and I hung up some lights (under my bed so I can have a little cave I'm so excited. and also on the wall by my bed) and it just felt like home. I got my bed all made up and my rug in the right spot and my desk all situated. I'm going to be okay. College is going to be fun.
I think what I need to make sure that I remember is that God's got it all under control. Everything that's going on is part of His plan and He won't let me go.
So now that it's like midnight, I'm going to go take a shower (because baths don't exist in college) and go call mommy and go to sleep. We'll see what the morning brings.
And then it was morning, and that sucks no matter what day it is when you only have like 4 hours of sleep.
So we packed everything up and sped all the way to cstat in order to make it there on time (we did with like 5 minuets to spare) and started getting all moved in.
When I walked in it was like I was in a dang model house. Like my roommate's stuff was all organized and clean and it was so pretty and I swear I just freaked out. Like idk if it was the nerves just hitting me or what but I was so scared and I basically had a panic attack. Therefore it took like 4 hours to just rearrange my room and get the /furniture/ in the right place. Not even all the stuff. Just the furniture. And it was all just so overwhelming. I guess I was comparing all my (what looked like a bunch of random) crap to my roommates beautiful put together side of the room and it freaked me out. And also that I had no clue what I was doing. The only word that describes it is overwhelmed.
But then Mom, Dad, Comcom, Suzanne, and Madeleine all went to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner and ate and that was really fun. I'm so excited to be in college with them. I think we're going to have a lot of fun.
Then when we got to the room mom helped me finish unpacking stuff and I hung up some lights (under my bed so I can have a little cave I'm so excited. and also on the wall by my bed) and it just felt like home. I got my bed all made up and my rug in the right spot and my desk all situated. I'm going to be okay. College is going to be fun.
I think what I need to make sure that I remember is that God's got it all under control. Everything that's going on is part of His plan and He won't let me go.
So now that it's like midnight, I'm going to go take a shower (because baths don't exist in college) and go call mommy and go to sleep. We'll see what the morning brings.